Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Emotional/Physical pain

My heart hurts so much...
Little good things make it at ease, but there are still so many big ones crushing it apart
So hard, so violently, so recklessly
and the pain just seems to asphyxiate it
My heart feels so heavy and full of pain for so many things said and done that it physically hurts...
It hurts so bad that sometimes it seems I'm gonna have a stroke at any moment...
My breathing becomes painful
My vision turns blurry
My head feels like it's being compressed
and my heart pulls me down harder than gravity
It hurts so much that makes me wanna not exist anymore...
How can such an ethereal thing such as emotion can transform into something so real and physical?
So hurtful
So painful
I'm sorry for not putting a smile on your face, but I haven't kept you from being yourself


Didacus, 19日8月2014年