A doubt...

it's hard to know... what to become...
it's hard to know... what to be...
it's easy to cheat... and be great...
than live our lives... with honor and respect...

神龍、28日6月2008年

Thana's poem... (extended version)

There was a little boy named Thana
His heart it can be seen through
His soul is hollow and dark
Not a bad character or a bad person
Nor demoniacal or even a little bit evil
Just a hollow self

He doesn't befriend with no one
He doesn't love anyone
Just his twin and mother
Who he doesn't want to be either
A stranger roaming around our souls
A strange, hollow fellow

Little boy Thana
Great man Azrael

Who are you inside?

A little boy named Thana
A blue psyke on his right hand
Wasn't wakening from him slumber
On his dark dressed mother,
Who was caressing his twin's hair
While looking within his soul...

神龍、15日6月2008年

Siddharta

Like you, I was a prince
Lived along with beautiful women
Learned from the best
but...
Always wondered and always wandered...

Like you, I was a kid
A joker among laughters
Playing with everything and everyone
but...
Always looked and always stared...

Like you, I was a man
Fought my battles fair
Along side with victor or failure
but...
Always smiled and always enjoyed...

Unlike you, I'm far from enlightment
Still, I think too much
Still, I look too much
Still, I smile too much
I munch too much
Instead of living like you did...
Live long enough to find myself
As a human being, as me...

But, I still got time...

神龍、16日6月2008年

Thana's poem...

a little boy named Thana,

a blue psyke on his right hand

wasn't wakening from his slumber

on his dark dressed mother,

who was caressing his twin's hair

while looking within his soul...


神龍、15日6月2008年

アンフェアと古いの世界 (Unfair and old world)(translation)

why?...
this world...
this evil world...
why does this world give birth to such demons??
this can't be...
THIS CANNOT BE!
damn... dammit...
Is love too much to ask?
Is love that lame, is this so lame?...
Or are we embarrassed to love?
We're just embarrassed to show ourselves, afraid of being pushed away if we show ourselves just the way we are... afraid of acting a little childish, afraid of showing a little compassion, afraid of losing the ones that we think that love us...
we're nothing but cowards, living in this evil world...
A world ruled by cowardly idiots, stupid kings...
Old world... where stupid kings live... where we live...

31日5月2008年

アンフェアと古いの世界

doushite...
kono sekai...
kono warui no sekai...
doushite does this world give birth to such demons??
dame da yo...
CHIGAU YO!
soo... sonna...
Is love too much to ask?
Is love that lame, is this so lame?...
Or are we embarrassed to love?
We're just embarrassed to show ourselves, afraid of being pushed away if we show ourselves just the way we are... afraid of acting a little childish, afraid of showing a little compassion, afraid of losing the ones that we think that love us...
we're nothing but cowards, kono warui no sekai ni sundeiru...
A world ruled by cowardly idiots, baka ou-sama tachi...
Furui no sekai... baka outachi to ikiteru kara... watashitachi to ikiteru kara...

31日5月2008年