The painful truth

Flying...

The flightless wings...

I envy your beauty

I adore your greatness

But at no point I want to share the same fate...

I don't want to be hurt or hurt...

I know life's a constant war, but I don't want to be another soldier taking out someone's life...

I want to be free to roam...

A thrown and unstoppable arrow reaching for bullseye and succeeding...

I want to be as great as you and not falling from grace...

I don't wanna be forgotten...

神龍、26日1月2010年

Soulless Machine

Careless breezes wander the world

Rogue dreams wander the heads

Free feelings roaming with words

Texting, net surfing, videochatting...

The virtual reality killed the poetic world...

The cold machinery brought soulless bodies to life, turning ourselves into soulless beings...

Careless breezes no longer wander the world

Rogue dreams won't be wandering the heads

Free feelings are now conditioned by words

And the souls are no longer where they're meant to be...

Art will no longer exist

Evolution will be the crucial goal

No rhyme and reason dancing in our minds

Just purity of intelligence...

We'll no longer be Homo sapiens sapiens...

We'll be Homo machina...

神龍、20日1月2010年

男芸者

(Dangeisha)
(Homem-Geisha/Geisha masculino)


Time to dress my skin, my everyday suit...
I adjust my cheeks, eyebrows and lashes, nose, chin and my lips, perfect for today's performance... like every day...
My time to shine (or fail) in front of my public... It will all depend on my acting...

I perform the life of a person in front of everyone, my character is inserted in an everyday routine from the moment I step out of my bed...
Sometimes it feels deeply hard to maintain my posture, but I never loose my mask...
I rip and break things apart and scream, but my character remains... I maybe hated, but I won't ever give up on my character...

Ever since my conscience exists, my character exists...
Ever since I began to know myself, my character exists...
Every single detail was thought and formed while I was formed...
And today my character prevails...
But my mask is breaking...
It's not me breaking myself, but the mask itself breaking on its own...
I'm beginning to change...
I'm just scared of what may come...
Scared of not having a mask anymore...
Scared of people seeing through me...
For I am not me when you look at me... but as I said, this won't last forever...
My mask will die, but I won't die with it...
I'll be force to live...as a human...
Just another one...


神龍、26日1月2010年

Despite all that

Quite frankly I wanna shoot you down.

Shout to the world I don't wanna love you anymore, "I will not love you anymore".

But I can't...

Despite what we've been through, all the fights, all the arguing, all the sparks of wrath released through words just because we're too different, I do love you...

Yes, sometimes I beat you up verbally because I'm angry or in a bad mood, but don't censor me...

Yes, sometimes I do that in a revengeful way, but don't censor me...

Because, despite that, I do love you...

And I know that, despite all, you do the same to me too, even when you're in a good mood or simply playing bored...

And, despite all, you do love me too...

Maybe, just maybe, we really are meant to be together forever, not in a passional way, but in friendly way like we always did...

Like brother and sister...

Like Hansel and Gretel...

Like me and you...

Saku...

神龍、20日1月2010年

Miss Spider - morte emocional

Descendo, titilando as paredes ocas

De alma ou espirito silencioso

Que cerram meu tédio ocioso,

Que encerram o jazigo rugoso

De meu cansado corpo

Descendo das alturas vem ela

Torturando a visão de visitantes

Suas múltiplas mãos titilantes

Fascinando-me ainda como antes

De tanta coisa acontecer

De formas diminutas

Vem a pequena na sua demanda

Que a mantém viva como os vivos

Que vivem sem noção de viver

Viver para sobreviver

Vive a descarada assassína

Que esta pequena e graciosa menina

Mata quem ela quiser

Como nós

Diferença encontra-se no véu da moral

Pois todos somos capazes do mesmo

Mesmo que não seja morte física

Mas sim, apenas morte moral

ou emocional

神龍、20日1月2010年