No more mistakes...

I won't say I love you, until I know you...
I won't say I love you just because I like you... a lot...
I will never say I love you again unless I really do...
Shinjitte!!


神龍、30日9月2010年




Note:

shinjitte = believe (in it)

I love bunnies, in my plate...

I see a little bunny in the fields
Rather suck something that kills
I see no sorrow on your mind
Rather have death on my behind

I piss, I hit, I squeeze, I moan
So much stupidity on my own
Little bunny with fluffy hair
Wanna slice you, it's only fair

I'm mister butcher,
It's not a lie
Look out mister bunny
'Cuz your gonna die!

P.S.: Don't worry... Tortoise won't get you 'cuz she was already in my soup!


神龍(psycopath side)、28日9月2010年

Cynical laugh of lucky Fortune...

Sitting on my bed I watch the calm sight displayed on my window...
I'm left daydreaming... dreaming awaken... living the dream away from reality...
Being the wanderer, in search of a reason to be living in this frenetic world of mad men...
Realizing that I am nothing but an ascetic of my own fantasizing reality... that I've been fooled by my own delusional truth and worse than that... I forgot to live as a human...
A thing and one thing only in my life has made me live a normal human life...
There are those that are born with mad skills, those who gain them through effort, and then there are those who are just lucky...
Fortune has, in a general view, always smiling on me...
There was no time at all where I wasn't lucky, even if just a little...
Slipping away from situations I got myself into that could compromise most of my life and personality...
Learning from some mistakes, and forgetting or neglecting other things due to the opening of easy paths by dear shear luck...
For good and for bad, I've been lucky...
Then again, Fortune, despite all her smiles, has done something behind my sight...
All paths were open, except for one...
The one I was neglecting for life...
The one I forgot a long time ago and wouldn't expect to miss again...
The one that was stronger than my despise by showing itself now in front of me and forbid me its entrance...
Yes, I was always lucky...
Lucky enough to not find love... not even when I desperately need it to live...
And now Love itself won't let me feel it... at least not the way it's supposed to...

...not so lucky, right lady Luck?


神龍、26日9月2010年

私の仮面

Getting closer to what I feared the most
I'm on the brink of destruction
In an uncontrolled acceleration process
and yet... time seems to pass by so slowly...

There were times
When love or luck or even a lucky love
Out of sight, out of nowhere,
It would strike down all my worries and issues
and now... I'm begging for it to come around again...

Never knew I could feel like this
Stone stupid for something I never cared before
I want to hide in that tight hug I've been longing so much
But there's no one here or near to fulfill my wish
Broken and desperate... and yet its all hidden away...
Not even that cursed optimism or mine has some advice
So helpful and yet so useless...

案山子はなりたい...
本当になりたい...
ヘノヘノモヘジの顔だよ...
俺の心の中にこの隠れたSORROWが痛い...
然し、この仮面は必ず僕の顔である...
いつまでも...


神龍、17日9月2010年



Note:


私の仮面 = watashi no kamen = My mask


(Excerpt in japanese)
Romanji:

Kakashi wa naritai...
Hontou ni naritai...
Henohenomoheji no kao da yo...
Ore no kokoro no naka ni kono kakureta SORROW ga itai...
Shikashi, kono kamen wa kanarazu boku no kao de aru...
Itsumademo...

English:

I wanna be a scarecrow...
So very much...
A Henohenomoheji face of a scarecrow...
The hidden sorrow inside my heart hurts...
But then again, I'm sure this mask will be on my face...
Forever...