Not for your ears

I try to put myself together...
But everytime I look to the world, once again I realize that I don't belong here...

Sometimes I wanna cry, but even my tears are abnormal and just won't run away from their shelter... Leaving me dry inside out...

I...
I...
Who am I?

There are no more words to describe me or what I'm feeling...
I've been trying to convince myself that I'm gonna go through all of this, but... Am I?
Since neither heaven or hell are for me... I'm destined to roam around in pain forever...
Just hope I don't bring anyone with me...

...
For now...

神亀、5日12月2007年